And so i've been heck busy or probably not but i've not written much lately. Just got done and over with my final exams and I must say it was okay?

Did a cover of my current favourite song, "Unkiss Me" by Maroon 5 on Youtube last night and I actually was sorta suprised at the fact that my last cover got 1.2k views (yeah it might not seem much but it's a great start to me) 

These past few months were okay although I actually found myself not battling with stress but somehow battling with the much bigger boss, the great depression. I guess it just gets to you and the more you deny it, the more it stays and tries to swallow you whole. It doesn't seem like it sometimes but deep inside I sort of feel it and I guess it's just a part of me and maybe one day things would flip around.

One very fine day.

Anyways, it's been hard but i'm trying to get around things. I've been lacking motivation & determination in some parts but I just have to keep constantly reminding myself why i'm even trying or doing this in the first place. I may not be a better someone else but i'm sure as hell I can be the best me.

If though, convincing yourself was that easy.

Found out today that the school holidays would only start on the 14th of November instead of the 3rd of November and you could probably say I was devastated. Yes, devastated is the exact word to describe my reaction. 

I'm going to London and then to Paris on the 25th but it would be nice to chillax for at least 2 weeks being unproductive and not in school. School has been super tiring and stressful. And to make matters worst, SPM's next year and well we can all conclude that i'm...

doomed.