Let me just get this really straight. January wasn't the best of all the months that has ever passed. So that, I shall be expecting a lot from February. Life is really confusing. Sometimes I think they reason why i'm never satisfied with life is because I always find reasons for everything. Especially my habit of trying to understand every single darn thing on earth.

                    Maybe some things are not to be understood. Maybe some thing's are meant to be experienced. To be felt, seen or heard. Not to be understood completely. Also maybe is that the true key in feeling satisfied. Knowing you should not be another them but a better you. Knowing that there is no way on earth you can ever satisfy everyone in your life. Imagine this, even doing good will still not be able to stop the mouths of some but very common unsatisfied humans. See?

"If you are sad, you live in the past. If you are anxious, you live in the future. If you're happy, you live in the present"

                           Being positive is a challenge. There's only so much positivity in a day before it runs out and then you'll be left there. Empty all over again. It's how you re-positivify yourself all over again that shows how really determined you are in achieving such happiness in life. Plus, there are a lot of obstacles like for example, unecessary drama and the discouragements of society or those who are not pleased of happiness among other people around them.

"Life isn't that hard. It's just the humans who make it so complicated"

                            So I guess sometimes we just need to stop trying to understand things that are clearly not to be understood. Go with the flow see where's that headed. What's with all the drama? All the small deals turned into such a huge massacre. 

                           My whole goal for February is to start to keep some things to myself. Also, to love myself way more. If it's me myself who doesn't, then who will? I got my own back. Headed for happiness and joy while trying my very best to keep the people and surrounding around me happy too.

But most of all,

I'm going to stay positive.