Damn okay so one the 2nd of January , school reopened and i'm just super dissapointed! I was put into a smart class and NERDS are everywhere (No offence) . None of my bestfriends are in that class . I didn't come to the first day of school so when I came the next day , I felt so left out. Most of the students were my classmates and my friends but we don't click like how Miriam, Hafiez and Zeemy does . When i'm in class, I feel like this nerd who has no friends . Actually on contrary, I am now. I used to be (not to brag) but cool last year ya know . Not as in the "popular" kinda type but well I had a small BESTFRIENDS group and we were always there in class laughing but studying and we used to be bestfriends with some of the teachers too but now I sit in the back and stare at the whiteboard and slowly drift off to sleep because of 2 reasons , No one is there to explain to me and I have no one to talk to so I won't feel sleepy. To make it short, i'm lame. There is so much homework ! I'm sad because of three things : Hafiez isn't in the same class , Miriam & Deary changed schools and i'm lonely now. I think if I wrote a diary entry of my life right now plus school, i'll be like Greg in Diary Of A Wimpy Kid. Diary of the wimpy loser suits best in my case . So I truly believe that i'll barely make it out of highschool alive if life goes on like this. I think i'm overeacting much on this thing right? I mean like what's so bad about being alone in class and no laughing and no having fun and getting sleepy all the time and and nobody to ask questions related to study to . I bet my classmates don't even know the meaning of "fun" unless it's paired up with the word 'learning' so that's not so bad right right right right????. I'M GOING TO HAVE PMR THIS YEAR . GAHHHHHHHHHHH. Okay breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out. No offence though to my classmates , they're awesome and super smart students . I wish I could change schools ergh. I dislike mine now . It's just ergh. No offence though , school. Okay so i'll just try to manage myself and try to get used to it eventhought that'll be the toughest challenge yet.

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